"Theres a light at the end of the tunnel and its not a train!"

"As long as I bind you to your past, I will feel bound to mine".

As with most sad stories there is always a happy ending...if that whats YOU CHOOSE! Remember those books in 6th grade where you got to choose the ending of the story? Well I've learned that life is like that too. It's all a choice. The biggest pill for me to swallow was that I was also to blame for the fact that my daughter was from a divorced home. Its takes two people to make and brake a marriage (or any relationship). I made many many mistakes that I wish I could take back. But, I cant. And so here we are! Forgiving my ex was the easy part after I leaned to forgive myself. That was the hardest thing I have ever done (other than natural child birth! I told you I was a bad ass bitch :). I had to look at myself in the mirror and say "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not loving you, caring for you and trusting you". I then went and bought myself flowers and chocolate (true story) and a massage and a new pair of shoes (of course!!).
So, there is a light at the end of the tunnel and it's not a train! And if it is hopefully is the TriRail and it's small and quick! My light at the end of my tunnel was not only ME! Yay! Because I rock :) and my equally as fabulous daughter but a blonde haired blued eyed sexy cyclist I'll call Antonio. So, this is not a "Dating Tips for Single Moms" blog. I've never been much of a dater...I married my third real boyfriend! Sad but true. But the higher powers rewarded me for all my hard work and brought me romantic love! To quote the infamous Fancy Nancy "Ohh La La!"

Let Go Let God.
Peace.